so i have found that more often than not my bad moods provide surprising inspiration. peculiar i know but it works. i started off this evening in a pretty down mood. a mood that i am no longer wallowing in. oooohhhh well. now that i think about it, everyday life has provided some pretty good subject matter as of late!! its rather extraordinary.
first: i am listening to a newly found artist. her name is yael naim. you should look her up. macbook air commercial?? the song thats used?? yep, thats her. she great.
second: i am not going to continue denoting my change of subject w/ a number. dont worry 
so i take it you all want an update. hahaha assuming anyone reads this anyway. basically, God is done an incredible work in me. thats the biggest headline right now i think. my father runs this ministry called “Men’s Discovery Weekends.” he has done so for 14 years and just this past weekend we started them up here in birmingham. it was incredible. i served on it as a table leader and was blown away. my best friend matt and four other people were lead to christ and i in turn found my heart!!! (it had been hiding and until that point i didnt really care about much). it has been really amazing. ive seen God work in wounds so deep people had forgotten about them. he has ignited in me a passion that i didnt even know exsisted. i dont quite know what to do w/ it though. its pretty ridiculous. oh!! ive started a new relationship!! so there is this girl and her name is keriss. she. is. great. and you should be jealous cause you dont have her ive known her for a few years and have been crushing for a long while. we started hanging out a whole lot and just recently i felt i got the go ahead from God to ask her into a relationship w/ me. as most would think we are dating. that is not entirely true. we are courting. this is a relationship that is started on the premise of permanance. whereas dating is a relationship that provides quick and fleeting happiness. this courting thing is intended to be God centered and more a heart relationship than a surface and physical one. its pretty great thus far but weve much growth to be had all good growth. as i am quite tired this will be continued another day . . .
